2 weeks ago, I took a life course-changing decision, I attended one of those last meetings where you want to finish it and just go. Wasn’t quite an easy decision, wasn’t the end I expected, I guess it happens many times that you take an unexpected turn into a path that you never thought you have taken. To be honest to yourself too, most of the time it is those unexplained decisions that turn out to be right in the end. When you follow your gut, it is usually based on days or even months of brain calculations that happen without you even noticing.
At this moment of my life’s critical path, I felt I just wanted to run and celebrate, run and feel sorrow, run and think ahead and run from the past to the future. There is nothing on earth that stays still, everything is moving, people, money, emotions, etc. and you shouldn’t also stand still for too long, move forward.
I sought therapy in running, running as a drug for hope and despair, a drug for stress, and weeping a drug that gives joy, pleasure, and hope.